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Parapraxis

by CONDUCTOR

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1.
I think I let it slip  Maybe I let things slide So was just a look? Or a suggestion in my eyes? Parapraxis I shouldn’t look so surprised I left the windows to my soul  All open wide I’m just a bad actor I’m really fucking up my lines And my words could tell you one thing But my face reveals the lies I thought I had this, I need more practice Parapraxis I guess the cat’s out of the bag And there’s no putting him back in All my dirty little secrets  All but paper thin I guess I can’t pretend I didn’t mean to let you in Was it a trembling in my voice Or a slip of my pen? 
 I thought I had you fooled I thought I had me fooled too But your reflection was disarming In the mirror of my view So don’t you look at me Through the wrong side of the lens When the writing on the wall  Is coming to an end With a period Where a question mark Would probably make more sense I’m so elastic, yeah I’ll just bounce back But all the cheap tricks just felt like magic I’m burning bridges, playing with matches Parapraxis I thought I had this…
2.
I won the lottery just the other day Maybe you read about it or saw me on the TV And that’s when I didn’t have the heart to say That I’d spent it all in one blinding day It was a good summer I can’t complain When your all your luck has gone away And it’s feeling much too soon You feel a little drunk And it’s just the afternoon… If there was another way to say it Then I wouldn’t have to say That I had a good thing going Until the summer went and came That’s just my luck, it’s here to stay, Until it’s not, and then it’s on its way I’m left picking up the pieces, Weekends and on holidays And I can’t help but feeling That all these feelings changed With the changing of the seasons While the summer slipped away It was a good summer And now it’s all just gone away Left as quickly as it came And I can’t bring it back again I won the lottery just the other day It was a good summer It was a good summer I had a good summer It was a good summer I had a good summer It was a good summer…
3.
I’ll stick around like shadows bound to objects stuck like glue Following after you Following and always knowing where I’m going Following after you Following after you Following after you Following after you I’ll stick around like shadows bound to objects stuck like glue Following after you Following and always knowing where I’m going Following after you Oh hey, are you awake? Oh good, I was hoping that you’d be awake. I’m still wrapped inside these covers from a love I couldn’t shake And it was one thing after another until something had to break Following after you Following after you Following after you
4.
Little piece of heaven, little private hell Spoken of so softly that nobody can tell Whispered as a soundtrack like fair thee well But I wouldn’t let myself be true While coming undone When I could be hidden in plain view From everyone But all my dreams are too obscene And I would rather run For a lifetime Little piece of heaven, little private hell Pinch me if I’m dreaming ‘cause sometimes I can’t tell Saw you from a distance, not very well But I wouldn’t let myself be true While coming undone When I could be hidden in plain view From everyone I’m just a fiend for make believe And I would rather run For a lifetime
5.
Every time I lose my mind it always winds up here Retrace my steps recount what’s left and fumble blindly near For yours was all the refuge I could ask for but I fear That I’ve been wearing out my welcome and my exit’s overdue The credits all stopped rolling I’m still holding out for one last interlude And I might be waiting… So play me out, I’ve made my rounds, there’s nothing left for me Cut me off, I’ve had enough, I think it’s best I leave But trailing right behind me was the shadow of my deeds Then I went footloose on a soul search through the existential breeze And came back empty handed when the wind prevailed me back where I’d first been And I was hungry So if you want To spell it out Then spell it out What’s written on your face and casting doubts

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Parapraxis (2021)
Music and Lyrics by Matthew Davey (SOCAN)
Recorded by Matthew Davey
Produced by Matthew Davey and Eric Warren
Mastered by Eric Warren

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released November 16, 2021

Additional vocals by Kitzl and Liv Gray

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CONDUCTOR Cambridge, Ontario

Conductor is the alternative/electronic music project of Matthew Davey.

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