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IRL

by CONDUCTOR

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1.
Meet me here with a wilted flower For the unmarked grave of every hour Wave goodbye with a heavy hand Marked by days and weeks and second hands Sing sad songs if it makes you smile I’ll be dreaming softly all the while But if I ever lose myself Between real and pretend Would you pinch me awake Or kiss me to sleep again? Would you say what you really mean Or just fool me twice, never saw it coming (well…) All those sad songs played back to me (back to me…) Just sound foolish as hell So I’m scratching out what I wrote Cause I’m lost for words and all I know is… I was wavering, wavering Hanging on by fingernails, dangling Was I wandering and pacing On again, off again, contemplating I was wavering, wavering And victim to the wind So would you pinch me awake? Pinch me awake Would you pinch me awake Or kiss me to sleep again?
2.
You don’t have to be a stranger around me So don’t act like you don’t know me You don’t have to be all smiling politely Like you checked out maybe last week You don’t have to be a stranger towards me And your profile read for fans only
But I don’t have the strength in me To keep you at an arms length reach I must be lonely All daily and nightly I must be… Everything is terrible and I don’t want to live Everything I wanted was just slightly past my fingertips As always All daily and nightly You don’t have to be a stranger, or do you? I was unclear what was see-through You don’t have to be so distant you’ve got options I could list off a few of them You don’t have to be a stranger around me And the silence now is confounding  And maybe just a part of me Was hanging on to make believe  I must be crazy  All daily and nightly I must be… I don’t want your pleasantries and I don’t want hellos  I just want you in your bed while taking off your clothes  That’d be alright with me All daily and nightly Oh I must be… All daily and nightly Well I don’t have to be a stranger But I might be  And this album is for fans only So what are you still doing  Listening here to it  Like you know me?
3.
What if I can’t do it All the things I said I would? What if I can’t handle it Like I thought I could? What if I’m not up for it All the things I thought I was? And now I’m failing you And failing myself? That’s what I get For being hopeful That’s what I get For looking forward That’s what I get  Just a fantasy Where I can lay my head  
 Limitations  Of the things I’ve done and said These imitations They haven’t come without their debts That I’ll be paying off forever  So if you ask for my two cents I haven’t got a one No all my pennies have been spent Well in advance And these limitations  Have foiled all my plans  What if I can’t do it? And what if I can’t make it? What if all the things they said were really true? Would you still be here in the morning Just because I love you? What if I can’t do it? And what if I can’t make it?
4.
Still frozen in the water Well that’s what they call ice If I could melt away  If for one day of paradise Temperatures are rising  Might boil me alive  Sometimes I wonder how we might survive
 Memories upon me now Like one big bad backslide And who I was in all those photographs  I heard he died  And now I wonder, waiting For the next me to arrive Sometimes I wonder Who will take my place and will I mind? I want to fall in love with you But I’m busy And so sorry I want to go through the motions Just to feel crazy Just to feel something  I’ve been missing me dearly  I’ve been missing me... Miss me dearly often And miss me dearly now And miss me while I am still here  As if I’m not around Not sure where I’m going But when I’m back in town Sometimes I wonder  What could all the matter be about?
 (Sometimes I wonder what could all the matter be about) I want to fall in love with you But I’m busy And so sorry I want to go through the motions Just to feel crazy Just to feel something  I’ve been missing me dearly  I want to fall in love with you But I’m busy And so sorry I want to go through the motions Just to feel crazy Just to feel something  I’ve been missing me dearly  I’ve been missing me...
5.
Some people say they catch me talking to myself Well I’m not crazy  I’m just thinking out loud Some people say they seen me talking to the clouds I wouldn’t doubt it  Now I’m laying on the ground Bouncing my ideas off the sidewalk Yeah the sidewalk always hears me out
 So now I’m talking to myself Like I’m the only one around Thought I saw a vision once It was a hallucination So I’m always talking to to myself Like I’m the only game in town A city filled with empty buildings And not a sound  Except me talking to myself
 Bouncing my ideas off the sidewalk Yeah the sidewalk always hears me out So now I’m talking to myself Like I’m the only one around Was looking for a traveller Only tourists to be found  That’s why I’m always talking to to myself Like I’m the only game in town A city filled with empty buildings And not a sound  Except me talking to myself

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IRL EP
Music and Lyrics by Matthew Davey (SOCAN)
Additional vocals by Blue.
Bass and backing vocals on Wavering and Talking To Myself by Faiyaz.
Recorded by Matthew Davey.
Produced by Matthew Davey and Eric Warren.
Mastered by Eric Warren.

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released November 16, 2021

Additional vocals by Blue.
Bass and backing vocals on Wavering and Talking To Myself by Faiyaz.

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CONDUCTOR Cambridge, Ontario

Conductor is the alternative/electronic music project of Matthew Davey.

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